I'm sorry but I just don't understand how someone could just throw the words 'I love you' around like they're nothing. It's hopeless. How could someone be so inconsiderate and deride another as much as to pretend they love them? Like, doesn't anyone else find that absolutely heartbreaking? Because right now I currently feel like I have a crowd of millions of people laughing in my face.
''Did you actually think he fucking loved you?''
''He cared nothing for you and that's all that matters any more.''
I personally could not lie next to someone and hold them close and tell them the world then fall out of love with them. Tell them they're beautiful then they're ugly enough to leave the week after. It's like giving a child some food, letting them eat it then asking for it back. Or throwing a ball in to the air, walking away and expecting somebody to catch it. I tried so hard to catch the ball but it smashed and now I am stuck on the floor picking up the pieces. I think I will be here for a while. Every time I pick up a piece you seem to throw another on to the floor. I can't find all the pieces.
I dont think I will ever find the final piece.
''Did you actually think he fucking loved you?''
''He cared nothing for you and that's all that matters any more.''
I personally could not lie next to someone and hold them close and tell them the world then fall out of love with them. Tell them they're beautiful then they're ugly enough to leave the week after. It's like giving a child some food, letting them eat it then asking for it back. Or throwing a ball in to the air, walking away and expecting somebody to catch it. I tried so hard to catch the ball but it smashed and now I am stuck on the floor picking up the pieces. I think I will be here for a while. Every time I pick up a piece you seem to throw another on to the floor. I can't find all the pieces.
I dont think I will ever find the final piece.
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